<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514</id><updated>2012-02-04T04:49:16.010-05:00</updated><category term='Dellusional'/><category term='Rant'/><category term='Personal Revelation'/><title type='text'>Deceptive Dream</title><subtitle type='html'>This is our Reality.</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>32</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-7329547945210837995</id><published>2007-06-17T23:15:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2007-06-18T00:12:17.718-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Gah!</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;"  &gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"&gt;"I'm sorry for my incompetence!"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"&gt;[mentally watch me make a fool of my self by being on my knees and bowing up and down, all the way to the floor rapidly]&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"&gt;*for teacher, I'm not asking you to check back when everything gets posted up when they do, just go by the date it should have been up and mark what you see according to whatever deadlines&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"&gt;*for my fellow cave people, ok, so I shouldn't have directed you to my assignment blog, it was wrong of me, now hurry along, go back to your caves, and you'll get your complete products on your weekly basis, this thing really was ridiculous for me :D But it's been fun, right?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"&gt;*for my friends &amp; er...co-workers of wherever, [mentally see me grinning like I do] Hey hey hey, I thought it'd be fun, never said I'd have the time.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"&gt;*for my adoring fans, I really do wish you existed, bring me to the top of the world, and drop me to the ground, thank  you for your lack of support!  Who am I kidding, you've been fantastic! (really do wish I was famous and you existed)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"&gt;*aaaaaaaand for myself, hey you, run, run for your liiiiiiiiiiiife!  Can't you see you've wasted so many peoples, existing or not, time!  Run, they're all out to get you!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"&gt;"for my autograph?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"&gt;Nooooooooo, do you have a death wish?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"&gt;"well...now that you mention it, wouldn't it be cool, if it were to happen like--"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"&gt;shut up and start running!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"&gt;"Oh cool!  I found a penny!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Responses to comments&lt;br /&gt;anonn #1&gt;&gt;  [Spencer JK.]  Donky dicks aren't my thing...I prefer...I prefer....Seriously, I found a penny!&lt;br /&gt;anonn #2&gt;&gt; maybe a little, unsure, tell me, how would you know when you sit....across the lamp in the city beyond my tree?&lt;br /&gt;anonn #3&gt;&gt; [spencer again] most likely, but I'm not into sucking as per say...I'm more into smashing hammers onto broken fans, so I know which ones work!&lt;br /&gt;anonn #4&gt;&gt; [Spencer] I soooooo wasn't! That wasn't a BJ ............ that wasn't its crotch either...It was someones face...or have you forgotten...psh, you were there dude!&lt;br /&gt;anonn #5&gt;&gt; no no, this isn't the smell of dog shit...can't you smell...this is burnt magic rose...oooo, I saw then at loblaws today, and thought it'd be cool if i tried it!  loblaws reminds me of lobsters...&lt;br /&gt;anonn #6&gt;&gt; [Spencer] hey now, then that wasn't me...I was still serving them drinks in the other room...OMIGOODNESS I know who you saw!  I't was you, in the mirror, with that other chick!  I know, uh huh, cuz I walked in on  you two...I think there was like three of  you...you and her, and some blonde lady...she had a nice rack!&lt;br /&gt;anonn #7&gt;&gt; LOL LOL LOL LOL....you're funny....English language? at the sun?  been there done that, you know, they actually kinda speak a language that derives from French?  So my learning there is like...a caterpillar turning into a bird,  I'd rather go to the moon though, it hurts the eyes less if i'm there, and the dark side is cold, so I can wear a jacket...you can only take off so many layers of clothing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-7329547945210837995?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/7329547945210837995/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=7329547945210837995&amp;isPopup=true' title='12 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/7329547945210837995'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/7329547945210837995'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/06/gah.html' title='Gah!'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>12</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-5840761083537998686</id><published>2007-06-17T21:33:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-06-17T22:17:19.429-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Prologue of Circle within Circles [edited]</title><content type='html'>&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 36pt; line-height: 150%; font-family: verdana; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;She sat there, in the subway train, going north from Dundas Station to Sheppard, playing Dance Dance Revolution on her cell phone.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Finally, that was the last of all her exams.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Three hours long, of course she fell asleep sometime between the forty minute mark and the second hour mark, at least that forty minutes she was awake was enough time to finish.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Which high school teacher was it that said that she’d be needing all the time she gets on university exams?&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Whatever, it must have been ‘her’, the one that thought I was just plain stupid to even get this far.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Shows her.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;It’s not easy, but it’s not as hard as they made it out to be.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt; font-family: verdana; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt; line-height: 150%; font-family: verdana; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;“Game Over!!” flashed on the tiny screen of her Motorola phone.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Realizing she’s not really playing all that much attention, she put the phone into her bag, resigning herself to just listen to her mp3 player.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Life was becoming boring, tiresome, and routine. &lt;span style=""&gt; &lt;/span&gt;She was getting sick of it all.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Only ten minutes or so more, and she would be home. Home for some real sleep.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Sleep… It feels as if it’s been an eternity since she last got enough.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Even on weekends when she didn’t have assignments or work she' have to put on another social face.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;"Seriously, why is it so hard to get some down time?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt; line-height: 150%; font-family: verdana; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt; line-height: 150%; font-family: verdana; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;            &lt;/span&gt;And then it hit her. &lt;span style=""&gt; &lt;/span&gt;She felt like she fell a mile, and jerked her head back up.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;She had dozed off.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Just in time, the next stop, Sheppard Station, was just announced over the intercom.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;She gathered all three of her bags.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;A carry-on, a wheelie, a backpack, and her purse, of course. She got up, made her way to the door, and waited till the train slowly came to a stop.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Walking over to the escalator, making her way to the eastbound platform, and resigned herself to drowsily wait for the train, strangely enough, both sides just happened to be unoccupied by a train.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Both sides’ destinations were east.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;She’s having doubts about having decided to stay with her class mate for the month to be near the campus and for study purposes.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Should have stayed home, then there wouldn’t be all this to carry, she wouldn’t be having that muscle cramp above her shoulder bone.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 36pt; line-height: 150%; font-family: verdana; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 36pt; line-height: 150%; font-family: verdana; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;She rolled her shoulders and her head from side to side, and felt the air around start to move.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;And herd the distinct roar of the train make its way behind her.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Damn, theories of relativity, that fifty/fifty chance, it wasn’t on her side today. Making her way into the train, she found her self a corner seat by the window, and made her self comfortable, waited four stops for Don Mills Station, making sure to stay alert now, if she fell asleep now, she wouldn’t be able to get real sleep when she gets home.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;She actually lives a little east of Don Mills Station, in a little apartment of her own.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;She used to have a room mate, who, a month ago, decided to move in with her boyfriend.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;She wouldn’t be able to take the bus, it’s too late, about two, now she’s regretting spending ‘a little’ time to celebrate after the exams with her friends.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;At least she didn’t drink too much, keeping in mind the last time.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 36pt; line-height: 150%; font-family: verdana; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 36pt; line-height: 150%; font-family: verdana; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;Luckily, her neighbour, a lady who happens to adore her, is kind and offered to give her a ride back to the apartment.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;“Hello, Miriam, hi, it’s Selene, I’m here.”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Miriam, her neighbour lady, had asked Selene to give her a call when she gets there.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Selene could swear, her head was spinning, and she was just so tired.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Guilt suddenly swallowed her, Miriam probably had an even tiresome day, six year old twin girls and a job, calling her out to pick up some girl in the middle of the night now seems like a stupid agreement.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;They met one night last summer, Selene was waiting for an elevator, ready to go out with some friends, and when the elevator doors chimed open, Miriam had one of her daughters in her arms, sleeping, and the other held onto the opposite hand, dragging her feet in exhaustion.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Selene, for some reason or another, decided not to ignore it, she offered to carry the sleeping one in while Miriam unlocked her suite.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Miriam had made a joke about day cares, Selene not quite paying attention offered to care for the children in the day while she was out at work.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 36pt; line-height: 150%; font-family: verdana; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 36pt; line-height: 150%; font-family: verdana; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;“I’m so sorry for making you pick me up, I should have just stayed the night there and come in the morning,” Selene immediately said getting into the minivan.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 36pt; line-height: 150%; font-family: verdana; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;“Nonsense, my mother-in-law came to visit, you know how it gets when the relatives visit, everyone stays up all night and sleeps all day, she just came today, the girls are still playing with what their grandma brought them,”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Miriam said in her Chinese accented fast talking way, with a smile.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;“So do you have any plans for the summer?”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 36pt; line-height: 150%; font-family: verdana; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;“Yeah! Sleep!”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 36pt; line-height: 150%; font-family: verdana; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;“Sounds like a good plan to me, you look terrible!&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;We’re going to take my mother-in-law site seeing, take her to our China Town, and Pacific Mall, and Kensington market, she’ll see, &lt;st1:place st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:city st="on"&gt;Toronto&lt;/st1:City&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt; is more Chinese than China!”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 36pt; line-height: 150%; font-family: verdana; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;“Your plan is almost as good as mine.”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 36pt; line-height: 150%; font-family: verdana; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;"You know what honey, you should try some good old meditation, or take a walk with nature!  This busy city life with school stress and everything gets everybody exhausted pretty badly.  maybe go camping, or go to some lakeside cottage, go on vacation.  You know, maybe I can ask my mother-in-law to take you with her for a little while when she leaves, new experiences you know, they do magic!  Besides, my husbands family is from a very small farm town back home, maybe that's just what you need, you know.  You should come meet her, she'll like you, I'm sure you'll like her too!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 36pt; line-height: 150%; font-family: verdana; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;"Umm...I don't have the money to go travelling just yet, maybe next summer, but all the other stuff sounds fantastic."  They talked the rest of the short way, and finally, Selene was able to fall into her bed.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Not caring to change, wash up, eat, or anything else, just sleep, tonight, not even her thoughts will be able to keep her awake.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: times new roman;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;I will have the full story posted Monday Morning...&lt;br /&gt;My Excuse is silly and stupid...&lt;br /&gt;Left my memory stick at work...lame&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-5840761083537998686?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/5840761083537998686/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=5840761083537998686&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/5840761083537998686'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/5840761083537998686'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/06/prologue-of-circle-within-circles.html' title='Prologue of Circle within Circles [edited]'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-4933152759898600844</id><published>2007-06-08T06:53:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-06-08T07:13:52.394-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Short story -incomplete</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"&gt;I'll add on section by section with in today, I don't know why I didn't think of this sooner,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"&gt;I'll just add it to this post, there'll be only one post, thank you.  I desparately need to shorten it.&lt;br /&gt;But I don't know how.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"  style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;Prologue&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"  style="text-indent: 36pt; line-height: 150%; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;She sat there, in the subway train, going north from Dundas Station to Sheppard, playing Dance Dance Revolution on her cell phone.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Finally, that was the last of all her exams.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Three hours long, of course she fell asleep sometime between the forty minute mark and the second hour mark, at least that forty minutes she was awake was enough time to finish.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Which high school teacher was it that said that she’d be needing all the time she gets on university exams?&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Whatever, it must have been ‘her’, the one that thought she was just plain stupid to even get this far.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Shows her.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;It’s not easy, but it’s not as hard as they made it out to be.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"  style="text-indent: 36pt; line-height: 150%; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;“Game Over!!” flashed on the tiny screen of her Motorola phone.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Realizing she’s not really playing all that much attention, she put the phone into her bag, resigning herself to just listen to her mp3 player.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Life was becoming boring, tiresome, and routine, she was getting sick of it all.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Only ten minutes or so more, she’d be home. Home for some real sleep, sleep, it feels as if it’s been an eternity since she last got enough.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Even on weekends when she didn’t have assignments or work, she’d have to keep up her oh so social face.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Seriously, why is it so hard to get some down time?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"  style="text-indent: 36pt; line-height: 150%; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;And then it hit her, she felt like she fell a mile, and jerked her head back up.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;She had dozed off.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Just in time, the next stop, Sheppard Station, was just announced over the intercom.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;She gathered all her bags, three of them, a carry on, a wheelie, a backpack, of course, and her purse. She got up, made her way to the door, and waited till the train slowly came to a stop.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Walking over to the escalator, making her way to the eastbound platform, and resigned herself to drowsily wait for the train, strangely enough, both sides just happened to be unoccupied by a train.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Both sides’ destinations were east.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;She’s having doubts about having decided to stay with her class mate for the month to be near the campus and for study purposes.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Should have stayed home, then there wouldn’t be all this to carry, she wouldn’t be having that muscle cramp above her shoulder bone.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"  style="text-indent: 36pt; line-height: 150%; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;She rolled her shoulders and her head from side to side, and felt the air around start to move.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;And herd the distinct roar of the train make its way behind her.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Damn, theories of relativity, that fifty/fifty chance, it wasn’t on her side today. Making her way into the train, he found her self a corner seat by the window, and made her self comfortable, waited four stops for Don Mills Station, making sure to stay alert now, if she fell asleep now, she wouldn’t be able to get real sleep when she gets home.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;She actually lives a little east of Don Mills Station, in a little apartment of her own.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;She used to have a room mate, who, a month ago, decided to move in with her boyfriend.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;She wouldn’t be able to take the bus, it’s too late, about two, now she’s regretting spending ‘a little’ time to celebrate after the exams with her friends.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;At least she didn’t drink too much, keeping in mind the last time.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"  style="text-indent: 36pt; line-height: 150%; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;Luckily, her neighbour, a lady who happens to adore her, is kind and offered to give her a ride back to the apartment.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;“Hello, Miriam, hi, it’s Selene, I’m here.”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Miriam, her neighbour lady, had asked Selene to give her a call when she gets there.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Selene could swear, her head was spinning, and she was just so tired.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Guilt suddenly swallowed her, Miriam probably had an even tiresome day, six year old twin girls and a job, calling her out to pick up some girl in the middle of the night now seems like a stupid agreement.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;They met one night last summer, Selene was waiting for an elevator, ready to go out with some friends, and when the elevator doors chimed open, Miriam had one of her daughters in her arms, sleeping, and the other held onto the opposite hand, dragging her feet in exhaustion.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Selene, for some reason or another, decided not to ignore it, she offered to carry the sleeping one in while Miriam unlocked her suite.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Miriam had made a joke about day cares, Selene not quite paying attention offered to care for the children in the day while she was out at work.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"  style="text-indent: 36pt; line-height: 150%; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;“I’m so sorry for making you pick me up, I should have just stayed the night there and come in the morning,” Selene immediately said getting into the minivan.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"  style="text-indent: 36pt; line-height: 150%; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;“Nonsense, my mother-in-law came to visit, you know how it gets when the relatives visit, everyone stays up all night and sleeps all day, she just came today, the girls are still playing with what their grandma brought them,”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Miriam said in her Chinese accented fast talking way, with a smile.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;“So do you have any plans for the summer?”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"  style="text-indent: 36pt; line-height: 150%; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;“Yeah! Sleep!”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"  style="text-indent: 36pt; line-height: 150%; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;“Sounds like a good plan to me, you look terrible!&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;We’re going to take my mother-in-law site seeing, take her to our china town, and pacific mall, and Kensington market, she’ll see, &lt;st1:place st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:city st="on"&gt;Toronto&lt;/st1:city&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt; is more Chinese than china!”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"  style="text-indent: 36pt; line-height: 150%; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-CA"&gt;“You plan is almost as good as mine.”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;They talked the rest of the short way, and finally, Selene was able to fall into her bed.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Not caring to change, wash up, eat, or anything else, just sleep, tonight, not even her thoughts will be able to keep her awake.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-4933152759898600844?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/4933152759898600844/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=4933152759898600844&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/4933152759898600844'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/4933152759898600844'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/06/short-story.html' title='Short story -incomplete'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-6311566697137284547</id><published>2007-06-01T21:15:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-06-01T21:37:12.049-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Ooo...but look</title><content type='html'>&lt;span&gt;&lt;a href="http://heatherbullard.typepad.com/heather_bullard_collectio/2007/06/glitter_and_fun.html"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"&gt;Cute!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://paperbellastudio.com/kits.html"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://paperbellastudio.com/kits.html"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"&gt;And this&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);"&gt;...check them out!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-6311566697137284547?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/6311566697137284547/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=6311566697137284547&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/6311566697137284547'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/6311566697137284547'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/06/ooobut-look.html' title='Ooo...but look'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-7361882812848563674</id><published>2007-06-01T21:11:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-06-01T21:13:17.216-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Oh shit...</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-size:78%;" &gt;Ok...wish me luck&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-size:78%;" &gt;My year and half long writers block is still alive...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-7361882812848563674?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/7361882812848563674/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=7361882812848563674&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/7361882812848563674'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/7361882812848563674'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/06/oh-shit.html' title='Oh shit...'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-3240085854548005493</id><published>2007-05-27T23:10:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-05-31T07:28:31.362-05:00</updated><title type='text'>and Uh oh...I forgot to add something to the last post...</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"&gt;My tree....it...shrivelled up!&lt;br /&gt;I followed the instructions on how to care for it...&lt;br /&gt;And I checked this morning...&lt;br /&gt;and it was all dry and crackly...&lt;br /&gt;wish me luck on bringing it back to health...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-3240085854548005493?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/3240085854548005493/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=3240085854548005493&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/3240085854548005493'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/3240085854548005493'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/05/and-uh-ohi-forgot-to-add-something-is.html' title='and Uh oh...I forgot to add something to the last post...'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-696202928167712661</id><published>2007-05-27T22:43:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-05-27T23:06:29.597-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Personal Revelation'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Rant'/><title type='text'>...Uh-ooh...</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let me start by saying...no, I'm not in love with anybody...&lt;br /&gt;Ok, so maybe I am, but it's not like that,&lt;br /&gt;but I'm pretty sure the person who has taken my attention is aware of my thoughts.&lt;br /&gt;And it's not 'love' per say...&lt;br /&gt;But No, most of none of what I write about, or try to write about is about love,&lt;br /&gt;some of them are, but it's not related, its a different kind of love.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You see...I'm romancing the seasons,&lt;br /&gt;I once fell dead[head] over heals in love with the winter storm.&lt;br /&gt;...Most of what I write are inspired by The Earth,&lt;br /&gt;Whether it be urban life, or nature,&lt;br /&gt;Life to death,&lt;br /&gt;and All creatures alike, human and animal has no difference.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But Mixed &amp; Fixed Measures has nothing to do with 'love'&lt;br /&gt;It's more about hate, but lets not go there...&lt;br /&gt;I don't think I can actually feel that with purity...&lt;br /&gt;I'm very bad at hating...&lt;br /&gt;I'm also very bad at 'loving.'&lt;br /&gt;Because both of which aren't actual emotions,&lt;br /&gt;more like a state of mind...&lt;br /&gt;My point of view anyway,&lt;br /&gt;You see, for both of those 'sate-of-minds,'&lt;br /&gt;there's alot of thoughts and feelings are involved,&lt;br /&gt;with the addition of certain actions as well...&lt;br /&gt;I think I may be a bit of a coward, so I never actually attempt to feel either.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So, I think, some of whom have read the pieces I've put up here,&lt;br /&gt;Have misunderstood some of them.&lt;br /&gt;The May 10th piece for example...&lt;br /&gt;I have actually considered what the anonymous commenter has said,&lt;br /&gt;And I did leave a green note in the bottom,&lt;br /&gt;but no where does it say who it's about,&lt;br /&gt;Yes, it's easy to guess,&lt;br /&gt;but I do try my best to put things in a sort of a riddle,&lt;br /&gt;It's not always what it seems.&lt;br /&gt;Besides, you know, whatever it was,&lt;br /&gt;I did say it was all just to clear up my system.&lt;br /&gt;So cheer up, if you know me, you know better.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"&gt;On the side note,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"&gt;I'd greatly appreciate is if you use your name rather than stay anonymous.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"&gt;Not you full name,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"&gt;Just maybe your first name,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"&gt;even nick names work for me...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"&gt;And please do use the same ones every time you leave your token.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"&gt;Well, that's it from me for the night,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"&gt;Thank you for your time, and goodnight.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"&gt;PS: &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"&gt;(and ooooooooooo....if Ms. P ever has comments, that'd be awesome!)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"&gt;PSS [PPS?] to PS: (just on thoughts, doesn't have to be critical or school related)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-696202928167712661?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/696202928167712661/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=696202928167712661&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/696202928167712661'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/696202928167712661'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/05/uh-ooh.html' title='...Uh-ooh...'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-5425719364564929733</id><published>2007-05-22T17:18:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-05-22T17:59:01.305-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Mixed &amp; Fixed Measures</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;Wondering of the timeless victom,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;Waved away the desires of the wind.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;The greatest is in ourselves,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;The worst is who we are.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;The writers documents the flow,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;We see more than we know.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;My attempts always fail no matter how hard I try,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;So your eyes turn away with a victory cry.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;Denied my Rights of Salvation,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;I'll drift away into the night.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;My bones melt and dissapear,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;And you laugh with out a trace of guilt.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;I'm pointlessly sitting here,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;Wasting all my precious time.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;Starved of Life you make me wait,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;May you stone smash all your feathers.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-5425719364564929733?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/5425719364564929733/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=5425719364564929733&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/5425719364564929733'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/5425719364564929733'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/05/mixed-fixed-measures.html' title='Mixed &amp; Fixed Measures'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-8930401651744632231</id><published>2007-05-18T22:26:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-05-18T23:19:07.930-05:00</updated><title type='text'>The Symbol for Man, Nature &amp; Spirit</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_yUzKbQ2WmKQ/Rk53ry61juI/AAAAAAAAAAs/hhhj3Y-Ssy8/s1600-h/DSCF6256.JPG"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_yUzKbQ2WmKQ/Rk53ry61juI/AAAAAAAAAAs/hhhj3Y-Ssy8/s320/DSCF6256.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5066118225125019362" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"&gt;I'm so excited, I finally got a Bonsai!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"&gt;I've been wanting one for sooooo long,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"&gt;But I really wanted a tiny one,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"&gt;this is fairly small,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"&gt;but still alot bigger than what I expected to get.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"&gt;But whatever, I love it!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"&gt;Absolutely love it.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"&gt;I got it at the Lablaws Superstore.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"&gt;They have bigger fatter ones,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"&gt;and I'm planning on  getting one of those as well.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"&gt;then when they get the tinier ones,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"&gt;I'll get one of those too...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"&gt;I love trees!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"&gt;But small miniature ones come along, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"&gt;Just, Oooooooooooooomigosh,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"&gt;Ooooooomigoosness!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"&gt;Ok, that's all I wanted to say,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"&gt;Thank you for your time and patience,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"&gt;I was just so excited!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-8930401651744632231?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/8930401651744632231/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=8930401651744632231&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/8930401651744632231'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/8930401651744632231'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/05/symbol-for-man-nature-spirit.html' title='The Symbol for Man, Nature &amp; Spirit'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_yUzKbQ2WmKQ/Rk53ry61juI/AAAAAAAAAAs/hhhj3Y-Ssy8/s72-c/DSCF6256.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-4136600558128835507</id><published>2007-05-11T00:12:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-05-11T00:27:31.851-05:00</updated><title type='text'>The Masterpiece</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"&gt;Pencil to paper,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"&gt;She was an artist,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"&gt;Pencil to paper,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"&gt;She was so focused.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"&gt;Oblivious to the world around,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"&gt;The busy room,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"&gt;A quiet meadow,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"&gt;There's no one around.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"&gt;Pencil to paper,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"&gt;The birth of a world,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"&gt;Pencil to paper,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"&gt;The disappearance of another.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"&gt;Such a pretty picture,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"&gt;The picture on that paper,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"&gt;The picture the words paint,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"&gt;All from that pencil to that paper.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"&gt;Thought of this while watching someone write in their journal&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-4136600558128835507?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/4136600558128835507/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=4136600558128835507&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/4136600558128835507'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/4136600558128835507'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/05/masterpiece.html' title='The Masterpiece'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-8838895827539868707</id><published>2007-05-10T07:52:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-05-15T22:18:24.728-05:00</updated><title type='text'>How many different ways can you think of?</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"&gt;The other day, a grave mistake was made.&lt;br /&gt;And I didn't get an apology.&lt;br /&gt;I sat there, being yelled at, humiliated.&lt;br /&gt;And I just wondered, where's justice?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;"&gt;What right did she have?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;"&gt;She's not my mother.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But I sat there,&lt;br /&gt;With out getting any apology,&lt;br /&gt;The next day, I faked that smile,&lt;br /&gt;No, I'm not over it.&lt;br /&gt;...But I sat there,&lt;br /&gt;And I was still angry,&lt;br /&gt;I was never this mad,&lt;br /&gt;not even for the boyfriend who cheated.&lt;br /&gt;Nope, so I sat there, with that smile,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-style: italic;"&gt;Thinking of all the ways I can decapitate her,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Make it slow, make it memorable,&lt;br /&gt;Because that moment was etched forever.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"&gt;[Just so you know, schools the least educational experience a child experiences,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"&gt;in fact, It has a habit of teaching all the wrong things&lt;br /&gt;and NO one was hurt in the process of writing this,&lt;br /&gt;and NO one is going to get hurte thanks to this being written,&lt;br /&gt;It just cleared up my system :D]&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-8838895827539868707?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/8838895827539868707/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=8838895827539868707&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/8838895827539868707'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/8838895827539868707'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/05/how-many-different-ways-can-you-think.html' title='How many different ways can you think of?'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-5317620031166362810</id><published>2007-05-06T11:30:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-06-10T10:22:45.566-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Why?</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);"&gt;Supposedly,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);"&gt;My  life is just beginning,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);"&gt;Then why does it feel like it's about to crash and burn.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);"&gt;So then my life is over,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);"&gt;Then why am I still here,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);"&gt;alive and breathing.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"&gt;Supposedly,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"&gt;War brings peace,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"&gt;Then why is there so many children crying.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"&gt;So being sad is peace,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"&gt;Then why do we want to be happy,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"&gt;laughing and playing.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);"&gt;Supposedly,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);"&gt;School is good,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);"&gt;Then why do we only learn most evil there?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);"&gt;So evil is good,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);"&gt;Then why are we punished,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);"&gt;kicked out and with out a future.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);"&gt;Supposedly,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);"&gt;Bears are wild and scary,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);"&gt;Then why do we hug them and go to sleep?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);"&gt;So scary is comforting,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);"&gt;Then why do we run,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);"&gt;in fear and humiliation.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;Supposedly,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;Money can't buy happiness,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;Then why are poor people miserable?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;So being miserable is a good happy thing,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;Then why do people pray to win the lottery,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;scratching ad hoping.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://atuleirus.weblog.com.pt/arquivo/hot%20or%20not.jpg"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"&gt;Supposedly....&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"&gt;but there's so many....&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"&gt;Why are all our ideas so bizarre?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-5317620031166362810?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/5317620031166362810/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=5317620031166362810&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/5317620031166362810'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/5317620031166362810'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/05/why.html' title='Why?'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-3566178422792190766</id><published>2007-05-02T23:38:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-05-07T15:46:05.416-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Climbing Up</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_yUzKbQ2WmKQ/RjlnhJraRyI/AAAAAAAAAAU/KlCLXSlu4fg/s1600-h/second+dimension.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_yUzKbQ2WmKQ/RjlnhJraRyI/AAAAAAAAAAU/KlCLXSlu4fg/s320/second+dimension.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5060189475558803234" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"&gt;I found it one day while endlessly roaming around looking for inspirations on a site.&lt;br /&gt;I don't know what it's called, and I don't know it's artist,&lt;br /&gt;but when I found it, it was called "Second Dimension."&lt;br /&gt;Though I didn't get any inspiration out of it, It sent my mind at such ease,&lt;br /&gt;That even my entire body started to relax.&lt;br /&gt;So wouldn't you also like to be able to do what the children in the picture are doing?&lt;br /&gt;Just climb up to the sky and sit on a cloud, look at the stars from a point of purity?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Wouldn't it also be something if the distance between the earth and the skies were that little?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-3566178422792190766?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/3566178422792190766/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=3566178422792190766&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/3566178422792190766'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/3566178422792190766'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/05/i-found-it-one-day-while-endlessly.html' title='Climbing Up'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_yUzKbQ2WmKQ/RjlnhJraRyI/AAAAAAAAAAU/KlCLXSlu4fg/s72-c/second+dimension.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-8888844069491317308</id><published>2007-05-02T22:35:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-05-14T23:33:58.308-05:00</updated><title type='text'>There's another?</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;Here's another really &lt;a style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);" href="http://surrealreality.vox.com/"&gt;cute blogging place&lt;/a&gt; I found sometime in the year 2006...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;I don't go on it too often, as you can see here, I'm not really a frequent visitor.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;But I do answer lotsa QotDs' [Questions of the Days']&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;and most times, I'll answer a couple of QotDs in the same day,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;so that obviously has alot more posts...it gives me something to work with.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;...mind you, I'm not exactly the Miss poetic/artist. (I just like it, really like it...)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;Well, any way....here is an answer for one of my QotDs&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;the question was &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);" href="http://surrealreality.vox.com/library/post/qotd-my-3.html"&gt;"Who or what do you really love?"&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;and my answer...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(222, 140, 159);"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I love the night or when the sky is clear,&lt;br /&gt;the dawn and dusk,&lt;br /&gt;the warm summer rain,&lt;br /&gt;the cool spring night,&lt;br /&gt;the moon, the sun, the stars,&lt;br /&gt;This earth,&lt;br /&gt;good books, and writing,&lt;br /&gt;Sailor Moon,&lt;br /&gt;Music and those to make the music.&lt;br /&gt;I love those who love, believe and dream,&lt;br /&gt;That one who made time stop for me,&lt;br /&gt;My dreams, and my life,&lt;br /&gt;my mom, dad, and sister.&lt;br /&gt;My computer[most times],&lt;br /&gt;and my phone[sometimes],&lt;br /&gt;magic and some mystery,&lt;br /&gt;and alot of other things too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Notice anything about the names [I guess it's in the URL]  I've chosen for both of these Blogs?&lt;br /&gt;Deceptive Dream&lt;br /&gt;Surreal Reality&lt;br /&gt;I actually just noticed it, I never actually thought about it before&lt;br /&gt;But my thoughts really do go in the same opposite directions...&lt;br /&gt;I think it's kinda cool...&lt;br /&gt;Now I wonder if everyone else unconsciously does the same...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-8888844069491317308?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/8888844069491317308/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=8888844069491317308&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/8888844069491317308'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/8888844069491317308'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/05/theres-another.html' title='There&apos;s another?'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-7220249279831199050</id><published>2007-05-01T23:06:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-05-01T21:59:38.594-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Bird Wars</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_yUzKbQ2WmKQ/Rjf9TpraRxI/AAAAAAAAAAM/DkLdi0Sbf4w/s1600-h/DSCF3430.JPG"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 317px; height: 238px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_yUzKbQ2WmKQ/Rjf9TpraRxI/AAAAAAAAAAM/DkLdi0Sbf4w/s320/DSCF3430.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5059791220421314322" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"&gt;Baby Squished flat bird.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"&gt;From Bird War Zone.&lt;br /&gt;(Surviving Picture.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"&gt;[You can sort of see a little heart shape]&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-7220249279831199050?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/7220249279831199050/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=7220249279831199050&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/7220249279831199050'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/7220249279831199050'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/05/bird-wars.html' title='Bird Wars'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_yUzKbQ2WmKQ/Rjf9TpraRxI/AAAAAAAAAAM/DkLdi0Sbf4w/s72-c/DSCF3430.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-7815142295396530255</id><published>2007-04-30T23:53:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-04-30T22:53:11.664-05:00</updated><title type='text'>All Over Me</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bigpicture.typepad.com/writing/images/starry_night_heic0405a_f11977.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px;" src="http://bigpicture.typepad.com/writing/images/starry_night_heic0405a_f11977.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"&gt;I'll fall into you,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"&gt;If you take me to your deepest depths.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"&gt;I'll dream of  you,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"&gt;If you will just drape over me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"&gt;You fill me with what, I can't explain,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"&gt;Diamonds splashed over this velvet ocean.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"&gt;I'll drown in you,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"&gt;If you leave me with in your depths forever.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"&gt;With no escape,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"&gt;You're my prison.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-7815142295396530255?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/7815142295396530255/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=7815142295396530255&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/7815142295396530255'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/7815142295396530255'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/04/all-over-me.html' title='All Over Me'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-7832211127268021398</id><published>2007-04-17T18:17:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-04-19T08:27:39.663-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Words</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;So many, all in my head.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;Waiting,&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);" href="http://www.freewords.org/"&gt;waiting to be set free&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);"&gt;,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;To spill free,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;To the ears of the unknown,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;To the ears of anyone.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;Someone.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;Someone I know.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;Someone I can't reach.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;Ones who seems so lost to me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;So many words,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;Waiting to be&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);" href="http://www.freewords.org/fwabout.html"&gt;free&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;Free to the world,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;Free to a known,&lt;br /&gt;     &lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;. &lt;/span&gt;(to an unknown?)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;Free from me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-7832211127268021398?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/7832211127268021398/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=7832211127268021398&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/7832211127268021398'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/7832211127268021398'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/04/words.html' title='Words'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-319901497159600151</id><published>2007-04-12T20:50:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-04-12T20:59:47.808-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Dream</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: georgia;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Looking into the starry sky,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: georgia;"&gt;I feel the breeze swim through me,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: georgia;"&gt;it swims past and I stand between its strands,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: georgia;"&gt;it swims, the breeze,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: georgia;"&gt;I stand through its strands and it swims past,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: georgia;"&gt;and it cools my body on such a hot humid night.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: georgia;"&gt;Such peace I haven't felt in a long long time.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: georgia;"&gt;The sand at my feet are warm,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: georgia;"&gt;but cool when I dig my toes in.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: georgia;"&gt;But at my feet, its warm.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: georgia;"&gt;I stood still, and still looking up into the sky, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: georgia;"&gt;the sky filled with stars, twinkling stars.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: georgia;"&gt;I'll make a wish if I see a shooting star,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: georgia;"&gt;shooting stars are so rare, so rare,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: georgia;"&gt;it never comes, so rare.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: georgia;"&gt;It's only there when you're not watching, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: georgia;"&gt;when you blink.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: georgia;"&gt;I'll make a wish if I see, if ever.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: georgia;"&gt;Such a beautiful night, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: georgia;"&gt;too bad it's only a dream.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: georgia;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: georgia;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-size:85%;" &gt;In class free writing, April 12, 2007.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-319901497159600151?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/319901497159600151/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=319901497159600151&amp;isPopup=true' title='8 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/319901497159600151'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/319901497159600151'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/04/dream.html' title='Dream'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>8</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-1908525567854913406</id><published>2007-04-12T20:24:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-04-13T22:12:48.053-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Soul Mates</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Our spirits are bound together,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;Our spirits call out together,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;thrown into these mortal bodies,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;Our spirits cry for each other,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;Though our lives may never &lt;a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/48754250/?qo=167&amp;q=worlds+apart&amp;amp;qh=boost%3Apopular+age_sigma%3A24h+age_scale%3A5"&gt;come together&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.deviantart.com/"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;deviantART&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-1908525567854913406?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/1908525567854913406/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=1908525567854913406&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/1908525567854913406'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/1908525567854913406'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/04/soul-mates.html' title='Soul Mates'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-7781560345974229307</id><published>2007-04-12T19:36:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-04-16T16:26:16.241-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Let's Make A Wish</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As the day turns to night,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"&gt;and the dark chases away the light,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"&gt;I'm left wondering why,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"&gt;"Why us?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"&gt;And the &lt;a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/52427606/?qh=special%3Add"&gt;stars&lt;/a&gt; mock us&lt;br /&gt;shining so bright.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-size:85%;" &gt;&lt;a href="http://www.deviantart.com/"&gt;deviantART&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-7781560345974229307?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/7781560345974229307/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=7781560345974229307&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/7781560345974229307'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/7781560345974229307'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/04/lets-make-wish.html' title='Let&apos;s Make A Wish'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-3621882770799326352</id><published>2007-04-12T19:12:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-04-12T20:24:09.976-05:00</updated><title type='text'>I can Wait, I can Heal</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"&gt;Waiting for these scars to heal,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"&gt;Waiting for these wounds to close,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"&gt;Waiting to &lt;a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/48917087/?qo=25&amp;q=wounded&amp;amp;qh=boost%3Apopular+age_sigma%3A24h+age_scale%3A5"&gt;renew myself&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"&gt;for all the shadows that approach.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"&gt;Waiting for You.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.deviantart.com/"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;deviantART&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-3621882770799326352?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/3621882770799326352/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=3621882770799326352&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/3621882770799326352'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/3621882770799326352'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/04/i-can-wait-i-can-heal.html' title='I can Wait, I can Heal'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-1181886528987535948</id><published>2007-04-12T18:24:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-05-04T21:55:53.871-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Sovereign</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_yUzKbQ2WmKQ/RjvyJJraRzI/AAAAAAAAAAc/VqfmHxurXvM/s1600-h/Time_by_SAB687.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 344px; height: 302px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_yUzKbQ2WmKQ/RjvyJJraRzI/AAAAAAAAAAc/VqfmHxurXvM/s320/Time_by_SAB687.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5060904845311625010" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sovereign of the nights and days,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"&gt;Sovereign of the eternal ways,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"&gt;Sovereign of the celestial &lt;a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42051891/?qo=9&amp;q=time+sky&amp;amp;qh=boost%3Apopular+age_sigma%3A24h+age_scale%3A5"&gt;time&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"&gt;I'll be here till the end of time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42051891/?qo=9&amp;q=time+sky&amp;amp;qh=boost%3Apopular+age_sigma%3A24h+age_scale%3A5"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;deviantART&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-1181886528987535948?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/1181886528987535948/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=1181886528987535948&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/1181886528987535948'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/1181886528987535948'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/04/sovereign.html' title='Sovereign'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_yUzKbQ2WmKQ/RjvyJJraRzI/AAAAAAAAAAc/VqfmHxurXvM/s72-c/Time_by_SAB687.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-4839145350629959266</id><published>2007-04-12T17:20:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-04-12T17:37:08.856-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Complete</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"&gt;I don't know how,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"&gt;and I don't know why.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"&gt;But because of you,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"&gt;I'll give life a try.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"&gt;You've changed &lt;a href="http://www.gnmparents.com/wp-content/uploads/2006/11/holding-hands.jpg"&gt;my world&lt;/a&gt;,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"&gt;You've opened my eyes.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"&gt;[Sometimes it seems]&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"&gt;That with your wings unfurled,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"&gt;You'll take to the skies.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-size:78%;" &gt;Just randomly came across that picture, and I thought...I actually don't know what I thought, I just melted.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-4839145350629959266?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/4839145350629959266/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=4839145350629959266&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/4839145350629959266'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/4839145350629959266'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/04/complete.html' title='Complete'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-4899883368545831463</id><published>2007-04-12T16:57:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-04-12T17:15:45.452-05:00</updated><title type='text'>The List [continued]</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"&gt;Top Three&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;ol style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"&gt;&lt;li&gt;Faeries&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;The Unknown&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;'Nothing'&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ol&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"&gt;Number One&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 153, 153);font-family:verdana;" &gt;~Time~&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-4899883368545831463?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/4899883368545831463/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=4899883368545831463&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/4899883368545831463'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/4899883368545831463'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/04/list-continued.html' title='The List [continued]'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-5536196423287865212</id><published>2007-04-09T11:20:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-04-09T11:32:28.236-05:00</updated><title type='text'>The List</title><content type='html'>&lt;ol style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"&gt;&lt;li&gt;Ice cream&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Faeries&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Origami&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Birthdays&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Wedding Dresses&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Pop Corn&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Ring Finger&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Powers of the Camera&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Music&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Dreamscape&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Starry Sky&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Silence&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;A Crystal Ball&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Time&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Myths &amp;amp; Legends&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;The Blue of the Sky&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Junk&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Beauty&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Black Ink&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Blank Paper&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Religion vs. Cult&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Love&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;The Unknown&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;'Nothing'&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Empty Spaces&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;A Bowl of Water&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ol&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-5536196423287865212?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-2699831996730113439</id><published>2007-04-04T14:27:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-04-12T18:18:05.208-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Dellusional'/><title type='text'>Stu-Stu-Stutter.</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Th-th-th-&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);" href="http://wallpaperstock.net/wallpapers/4795_1024x768.jpg"&gt;the World&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt; around-round-round-around fades into the abyss-abyss-abyss.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Ma-ma-ma-my mind starts to stu-stu-stu-stutter.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;A-a-and a-a-I see-ee-ee, everything-thing thing you can-can-can not s-s-see.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Th-th-th-the world around-round-round-around fa-fa-fades into the aby-be-be-abys.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Th-the-the &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);" href="http://wallpaperstock.net/"&gt;world&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;sp-sp-spins-spins faster and fa-faster.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;And it gets da-darker and darker.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;And it fa-fades away-way-away, all fades away.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;The st-sto-storm swa-swallows ev-every-everything uh-up.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"&gt;"Do you hear that?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"&gt;He-he-hear wha-what-what?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"&gt;"That."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Ev-everything stops.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;My mind freezes.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;The stutter stops.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I hear that.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;That sound, it's silence.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Everything is gone, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;devoured by the abyss, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;faded into the dark.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I stand, I hear, I watch.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;I see what you never saw.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"&gt;"Can you see me?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"&gt;Who are you?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"&gt;"Ca-ca-can you s-s-seee me?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"&gt;Who are you?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"&gt;"A-a-I'm y-y-you, swa-swa-swallowed by the ab-ab-abyss."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"&gt;Me?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"&gt;"It wa-wa-wasn't the world, it was uh-uh-us."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Th-th-the world sp-sp-spins back.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;The la-la-light catches up.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;And a-a-a-I'm left be-be-behind.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"&gt;[the picture was acutally found else where, I think it was the artists site, it was months ago, I found it for my computer background, but couldn't remember the site, so used the site I knew had a chance of having it, sorry]&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-2699831996730113439?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/2699831996730113439/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=2699831996730113439&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/2699831996730113439'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/2699831996730113439'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/04/stu-stu-stutter.html' title='Stu-Stu-Stutter.'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-5314467102518392307</id><published>2007-03-27T18:12:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-03-27T18:12:32.209-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Fallen</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;Running out of luck,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;Running &lt;a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" href="http://www.terminus1525.ca/"&gt;into you&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;Diving into the dark,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;&lt;a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" href="http://www.terminus1525.ca/files/artwork/art-16907.jpg"&gt;Drowning&lt;/a&gt; into you.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-5314467102518392307?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/5314467102518392307/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=5314467102518392307&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/5314467102518392307'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/5314467102518392307'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/03/fallen.html' title='Fallen'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-7243768666695832934</id><published>2007-03-27T17:25:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-03-27T17:26:22.841-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Tick Tock</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:times new roman;" &gt;No matter the time,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:times new roman;" &gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;.&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" href="http://www.terminus1525.ca/files/artwork/art-25059.jpg"&gt;Forever frozen&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:times new roman;" &gt;No matter when,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:times new roman;" &gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;.&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" href="http://www.terminus1525.ca/"&gt;Always here&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:times new roman;" &gt;Time and time again,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:times new roman;" &gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:times new roman;" &gt; Never forgetting,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:times new roman;" &gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:times new roman;" &gt; Never remembering.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:times new roman;" &gt;Ageless bliss,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:times new roman;" &gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:times new roman;" &gt; Never forgotten,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:times new roman;" &gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:times new roman;" &gt; Never remembered.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:times new roman;" &gt;Immortal Bliss,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:times new roman;" &gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:times new roman;" &gt; Forever Belongs To Me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-7243768666695832934?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/7243768666695832934/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=7243768666695832934&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/7243768666695832934'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/7243768666695832934'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/03/tick-tock_27.html' title='Tick Tock'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-3100711598680252380</id><published>2007-03-17T10:44:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-04-12T16:54:18.276-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Dance of A Sprite</title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"&gt;Gone far &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.terminus1525.ca/"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);"&gt;beyond&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"&gt;,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"&gt;Played for too long,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"&gt;Stayed within the shadows more than enough,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"&gt;Waited and watched you from behind all along,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"&gt;And, here I am.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"&gt;Back to where we started,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"&gt;No more games,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"&gt;Into the light,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"&gt;Watch my &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.terminus1525.ca/node/21508"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);"&gt;dance&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;Through the night....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="justify"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/86653009010911514-3100711598680252380?l=deceptivedream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/feeds/3100711598680252380/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=86653009010911514&amp;postID=3100711598680252380&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/3100711598680252380'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/86653009010911514/posts/default/3100711598680252380'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://deceptivedream.blogspot.com/2007/03/dance-of-sprite.html' title='Dance of A Sprite'/><author><name>Dai</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06187557363550275355</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86653009010911514.post-4099026835662843277</id><published>2007-03-17T10:07:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-06-01T14:04:28.318-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Dellusional'/><title type='text'>Glass Of Water</title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;My glass of water spoke to me...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;I was waiting, waiting for too many things.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;I was thirsty, brought over a glass of water...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;And another....&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;And another....&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;Couldn't finish the last, only got done about half.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;I really had to pee...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;I really really really had to go pee...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;I went.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;When I got back, I sat there.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;Waiting.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;Waiting for too many things.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;And not one thing in particular.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;I got thirsty,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;Brought over another glass of water.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;And then I wasn't thirsty anymore...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.explodingdog.com/"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);font-family:arial;" &gt;I was hungry&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;I forgot to eat food today...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;That's weird, how do you forget to eat?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;I forgot, and I was tired...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;So I just sat there, waiting.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;Waiting for too many things.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;Just sitting and waiting.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;Just sitting and waiting &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;and watching my crystal clear glass.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;Watcing my crystal clear brimming with crystal clear water.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;And it was then.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;It was THEN.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;My Glass of water spoke to me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.explodingdog.com/january2/iwanttosavetheworld.html"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);font-family:arial;" &gt;IT SPOKE&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt; to me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;It said alot of things...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;But it spoke to me...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;Why did it do that?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;Whatever, all I know is that it spoke to me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;I stopped waiting.&lt;br /&gt;I just watched...&lt;br /&gt;It looked at me...&lt;br /&gt;It doesn't have eyes,&lt;br /&gt;But I could see it...&lt;br /&gt;...What in all hells name is going on...?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:arial;" &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span 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